Contemplative

Yes , it is a new word,I learnt at afternoon.When I know what is contemplative, it awaken recollection.
Last year I had college entrance examination,that was first time and also was finally time. After that ,I thought more and more about my future, this examination is a turning point .Pass with flying colours needn't worry about it , not forever , but just that time . The remaining will fall into anxiety , for example me . I know the reason why I failed , In my senior high school , I play all the time , sometimes skip classes , drinking and play computer games . I wasted a lot of time , I don't care about my parents' feeling, just regard to my own actions , I was seized with remorse. In a word , contemplative have a positive side and also have negative side , we should avoid negative side , and trust ourselves that we can do best !
After contemplative , I want to contextual quotation Bob's personal message : Turn over a new leaf from now on . . . . . .